emily

this is emily.. i love emily.. emily is cute.. i bet she'd shudder if she heard me say that.. she's a rebel.. she's misunderstood.. or she'd like to think that she's misunderstood.. kinda like me.. a rebel that wasn't.. more like a screw-up that made good.. i hope emily will find her way home.. it's not exactly healthy to be sullen and moody all the time.. but i love emily anyways.. she's cool.. like me! hahah!

heaven!

I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows your way

I wanna be earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathin' in

A soothin' wind

I wanna be inside your heaven

hippie wannabe

I am 40% Hippie.

I need to step away from the tie-dye. I smell too good to be a hippie and my dad is probably a cop. Being a hippie is not a fashion craze, man. It was a way of life, in the 60’s, man.

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uh-oh!

uh-oh.. i f***ed my blog.. now one of my blog is pink in colour..
mind you, i love pink but the template my blog is in.. ermm.. well..
i dunno how to undo it.. ish ish ishh.. i hate all these html things laa..
by the time i am well versed in them.. i'll be like, theyre so yesterday..
and then i'll just buat bodo and i'll never do em again..
and then, some time later, i find that knowing html and stuff is the trend..
and i gotta relearn all the stuff i knew from before all over again..
pahh!

why cannot?

i dunno why.. but i cannot change my template.. pahh..

template pun yg dah disediakan.. lainlaa kalau imade it myself..

but whattodo.. i suck at all this java ke html thingies tu..

ermm.. been a quite day.. but a bit tiring.. have to naik turun tangga a few times..

but okay laa.. dont be suprised if i ended up thinner at the end of my internship..

haha.. at least, kalau grades tak besh.. memories not so good, i'll have something else..

to be proud of that is.. hahahaha..

of officials and assholes..

i dunno what to expect. i guess i shudve known better. i dunno, i really dont..
late yesterday, some director or what came into the studio.. to record soem xmas wish..
and dono why.. is it just his glowing personality or is he just like that..
i dunno, i dunno.. i have to change my mindset la kot.. ppl here are just like that..
so it is to be expected laa kot.. sabo je laa..

hari Q

yes, hari ni hari Q.. there was some anugerah thingy earlier on..
went to it.. ada mas idayu.. ada ebby yus.. kinda fun jugak..
at the very end.. ada makan.. hmm.. lined up to take the food..
and then, this group of people, mostly older than moi, potong Q..
so i quipped, "when it comes to food, no more Q dahh.."
that warranted an agreement from kak naziah.. hahaha..
sian datuk menteri.. tapi dia takpa laa.. makan orang dah hidang..
but then again, org catering tu refill, bukan tak refill.. ish ish ishhh..
tak tahu laa cane nak buat..

a wenzday mornin

kinda feel sorry for myself.. wallow wallow wallow.. in self pity that is..
i dunno laa if this PC is the one that is as old as dinasours or the internet connection so damned slow..
but it's hell just wanting to go online.. the connection's slow.. the monitor's blurry..
why do they even bother to equip the office with shites like this, i dunno..
looking forward to this evening.. maybe can go to the conti and send my email thru there!

traxx fm

now begin my new life as part of the workforce.. kinda miss it.. KINDA!
i think i'm doomed to be an eternal schoolar.. one of my worst affliction..
kinda feels like i shine when i'm around peers.. but around others.. well..
need more time laa.. maybe i should hang around with everyone more..
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..

estupido!

i dunno.. feel like letting off some steam..
see if it mite be therapeutic.. like it did last time..
i dunno.. like not working.. feel even angrier..
all i've got so far as PAGE NOT FOUND!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. wanna eat someone!

Moody? Moi?

it just so happened i was in a bad mood..
nope, the fact that i had to finish my assignment late into the nite last nite didnt help either..
i was just on edge the whole day.. funny.. i never remembered being like this..
finally, one of the daily human emotions plaguing the rest of the world has infected me as well..
good, now i am just like the others.. moody once in a while.. brooding.. short tempered..
i remembered then.. the only thing that can make me bad tempered is if i'm hungry..
feed me once in a while then u're okay.. kinda like a tamagotchi..
but then, hypoglycemia sets in and i found out that i can deal with that..
it's okay being hungry.. at least u'll get to eat, if not in a while, then a bit later..
kinda like the man with no shoes seeing the man with no feet..
ahh.. but how i ramble.. and u know how much i love THAT!

birthday!

hmm.. lemme see... oh yeahh... it's actually my baby's birthday..
noooo.. not the 'baby' baby.. my hubby baby.. yeah that's the one..
isnt it cute..? he's 28 today.. but he looks like he's my age.. some mite even say younger..
nope, i dont envy him.. i love him.. and i thank god he's like that..
i am grateful for today that is a day for celebration for our family..
i thank god for this birthday together.. and this happiness we share together..
indeed, this is noteworthy..

why noteworthies?

oh yes, being opinionated as i am, i have an opinion, if not a reason for everything.. and the reason why i choose noteworthies (after considering several hundreds names beforehand) is that.. once upon a time, this bookworm came across an article or something, i cant remember which is which.. well, the stuff said that a king of england or some other royal used to keep a diary.. he wrote in it every single day.. i mean EACH AND EVERYDAY of his life! thus, not suprisingly, there's an entry that read, "it rained harder today than yesterday." *shudders*..

i hope my journal.. my blog.. my coffediaries is somehow more.. well, memorable.. thus i am only including stuff that are noteworthy.. something that will be relevant years to come.. something i can reflect in a few years time, so that i can be a better person.. something interesting and memorable, poignant and insightful.. hoping to give myself a guideline as to how much i've progressed, or digressed in any matter pertaining to my life..

spoiltbrat!

i am a spoilt brat.. i know.. i am ungrateful of my parents.. and when i am ghrateful i dont show it.. it is a huge character flaw.. one that i am going to regtre for many years to come.. if i have that many years to live.. i love my parents.. grateful for the fact they are still around.. but i have a problem showing it to them.. maybe i should stop moaning and bitching about it and start doing something about it..