Thursday, February 02, 2006


this has always been my weakness..
keeping up with myself.. i dunno..
weird, funky mood i'm in these past few days..
the feeling of being betrayed is still there..
that sucky 'dengki' feeling's also there..
but then again, was highly inspired this morning..
after hearing jo kukathas talking about theatre and stuff..
i gotta find something i'd wake up every morning to do..
something to live for but is worth dying for..
howzat for a moody girl?

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

silver linings..

i saw a silver lining today.. not metaphorically speaking.. literally..
i saw one on my way to 'work' today.. very pretty..
don't even know if i can call it a silver lining.. but it sure look like it..
it was cloudy.. and far up in the horizon.. there it was..
no clouds or nothing.. just a small expanse of the naked sky..
blue as blue can be.. something that is etched in my memory forever..

Tuesday, January 03, 2006


ohho.. so it's the new year.. kewllll..
not much gonna happen laa kott.. hopefully things'll be great for me..
dunnoww why.. but i feel so damned betrayed today..
aiyakk.. aiyakk.. aiyakk.. the paranoid me is not letting me go laa..
erkkk.. god help me!

Thursday, December 29, 2005


this is emily.. i love emily.. emily is cute.. i bet she'd shudder if she heard me say that.. she's a rebel.. she's misunderstood.. or she'd like to think that she's misunderstood.. kinda like me.. a rebel that wasn't.. more like a screw-up that made good.. i hope emily will find her way home.. it's not exactly healthy to be sullen and moody all the time.. but i love emily anyways.. she's cool.. like me! hahah!

Tuesday, December 27, 2005


I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

hippie wannabe

I am 40% Hippie.
Wanna Be Hippie!
I need to step away from the tie-dye. I smell too good to be a hippie and my dad is probably a cop. Being a hippie is not a fashion craze, man. It was a way of life, in the 60’s, man.


uh-oh.. i f***ed my blog.. now one of my blog is pink in colour..
mind you, i love pink but the template my blog is in.. ermm.. well..
i dunno how to undo it.. ish ish ishh.. i hate all these html things laa..
by the time i am well versed in them.. i'll be like, theyre so yesterday..
and then i'll just buat bodo and i'll never do em again..
and then, some time later, i find that knowing html and stuff is the trend..
and i gotta relearn all the stuff i knew from before all over again..

Monday, December 26, 2005

why cannot?

i dunno why.. but i cannot change my template.. pahh..
template pun yg dah disediakan.. lainlaa kalau imade it myself..
but whattodo.. i suck at all this java ke html thingies tu..
ermm.. been a quite day.. but a bit tiring.. have to naik turun tangga a few times..
but okay laa.. dont be suprised if i ended up thinner at the end of my internship..
haha.. at least, kalau grades tak besh.. memories not so good, i'll have something else..
to be proud of that is.. hahahaha..

Thursday, December 22, 2005

of officials and assholes..

i dunno what to expect. i guess i shudve known better. i dunno, i really dont..
late yesterday, some director or what came into the studio.. to record soem xmas wish..
and dono why.. is it just his glowing personality or is he just like that..
i dunno, i dunno.. i have to change my mindset la kot.. ppl here are just like that..
so it is to be expected laa kot.. sabo je laa..